Even for now ..
So YES!
I am already graduated with Merit in Advanced Diploma in Commerce (Management Accounting) from TAR College (Now known as TAR University College).
So my current working life is like kinda .. erm .. dull .. ?
But I still go to the gym everyday.
You heard me right!
Am working as an Accounts Executive and yet still hitting gym everyday.
Colleagues from other departments still doubt about my background ._.
Why? Combination of an Account Executive and a bodybuilder? Why not?!
Please forgive my brief story as I don't really know what should I talk about for my current working life. I am still uncertain of my future and when things getting clear, I'll get a detailed update here.
What's next?
I went to sleep over my best friend Dumbo's place there. So we had some chit chat and I wasn't playing attention cause I was like a little bit of mind absent.
So he told me that I am actually gaining size and of course I love to hear that.
The next thing he told me was that I had some changes for my body size and of course the biggest change in me was, I didn't get so freaking emotional like last time.
In short, my frequency of getting emo is actually getting lesser comparing to last time.
And last time I was like, *WTH with this person keep on being emo emo emo*
I'm sure you would say like that if you were one of my friends staying around me.
Is it really true? Dumbo told me that perhaps it was due to the reason that working actually distracted me and I spent most of my time in working and in the gym as well.
I didn't have the guts to tell him that you don't know freaking emo I am everyday spending my time inside the car, stuck in the traffic jams, 45 minutes traveling to company and 1 hour traveling back to home.
This life is sickening me day by day. I see no challenge in my work, I see no future development for my personal portfolio. I need a better job, a more challenging job.
I was being qualified into top 70 out of 2,700 applicants during Maybank Go Ahead Challenge 2013 (National Level - Malaysia). Only 59 showed up and 23 got eliminated in the first round.
I got into top 36 and I fought hard to try my best to get into top 36.
And unfortunately I failed when it came to last round which is a debate session.
You could easily see I was shaking due to over tension if you were sitting beside me ..
Competition ended and I went back home with depression that haunted me for a night.
I asked myself that night, why did I so afraid arguing with others?
The next day I woke up with a stronger will and spirit. The competition actually awakens the beast within me.
The desire of this beast of wanted to have more advanced to desire of getting fame, desire of sending my name Peter Goh into this competitive commercial world and to shake the commercial world.
*Bullshit*
Yea right, but I really wanted to have more advancement you know >_<
So my conclusion, I shall wait till I get my CIMA qualification and I shall rock the world after that!
Lastly,
It's regarding my relationship.
Been single for quite a long time. If you were to ask me that am I getting lonely because I am single, my answer would be a N-O, NO.
Physically lonely? Nope I got works, gym and friends around me.
Mentally lonely? Well what answer should I give?
The best answer should be in half I supposed.
I am a Christian. I know God is preparing a something good for me.
Reason why? The best thing always takes a longer time to get prepared.
So I have to be patient enough to meet The One that He's preparing for me.
Well on the other hand, sometimes you know, you will get not comfortable seeing couples around every time you go out for some outing or gathering.
When you are single, you see happy couples around.
When you are in a relationship, you see happy singles around.
From Alex Chin,
God always has bigger and better plan for you.
From Peter Goh,
Have faith!
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