When passion meets obstacles.

Thought of giving up my bodybuilding recently.

Perhaps girls don't like big size or bulky guys. They feel disgusting, or maybe even we are too obsessed with it.

Well, friends kept on telling me that:
Peter, you should stop getting big.

And I replied them that:
I have my regular meals and regular training but I never had the thought of getting big and its just getting big like it did.

Should I give up getting big? For the sake of girls don't like over big size guy? (I am not bragging this as I don't even think that I'm big enough to say that I'm big now, but this has been bothering me for quite some time)

What should I do?

I always have deep thinking when I am driving. And I always come out with sort of answers when I am driving.

So I finally got an answer for myself yesterday when I was driving.

I won't stop.
I'll find a girl who loves my passion and everything.
Even she is the one, I'll cut down my training and shall control my body size and try to be lean as much as possible, but I just won't stop. And I call this tolerating.

Lots of people think that I'll go for fitness girls. I don't, even if this girl doesn't like sport at all, I don't give a damn for it but all I care is about her inner and who am I when I am with her.

Gosh, it's too early for me to talk about all these things, so many people wanted to "enjoy" life for now, but I am now living as a healthy person as I want it to be.

I don't smoke.
I don't drink. (Unless forced by friends)
I don't gamble.
I only study, sleep, eat, workout and of course, watch movies.
This is me, everything normal and dull but all these make me today. Take it or leave it.

Bullshit huh?
When bodybuilding meets girls.

It means everything.

Only 1 semester left.

My birthday.

13 January 1991

I was born on 13th January, year 1991.
Yes I am a January baby.
My Chinese Zodiac is Horse.
My constellation is Capricorn (摩羯座).

I've got a special number that I like the most, which is 3113. I guess most of the friends around know about it, actually got this number from the MMOPRG game that I used to play when I was form 3, MapleStory.
It was my glory time (to me myself), I've got a FireMage which I achieved level 107 when I was form 3, and I named my FireMage as "Mag3113", that's how I got the number 3113.

Anymore story regarding 113? Well, there are some, I reminiscence to few years back, how did she celebrate my birthday, with me. But these memories I will remain in somewhere else, deep in my memories.

I had to move on, I need to move on, I want to move on.

I guess, 2013 is one of the good year for my 113. I want to achieve my few goals, to pass at least 2 external papers for CIMA this year, to stay fit, and to achieve financial independence as family has done a lot for me, it's time for me to repay back.

And I think, I shall celebrate my birthday all alone this year. Decided to have a shopping day for myself, and enjoy some nice food around KL. (The girl is not in KL this weekend.)

And who gave birth to me? My lovely mum :) willing to do anything for her, love her forever. And thanks my family for everything.

So there's a little story here, I am not gonna reveal the whole story.

5 months.
CIMA.
The total number is 11.
And lastly, Aries.